well today is a sad day it marks 1 year from the passing off my daughter.ladies it dont make sense being involve with a dude who beats and take advantage of you. i was with my ex for 4 years i been through plenty and the world with him. he use to fight me if today is wednesday and he felt like it he would hit me for it being wednesday and its sad because i been on my own from i was 15 and with him from i was turnong 17 so i held on him as if he was my air to life. it got so bad that i finished school got pregnant and him wanting a child so bad thought he would calm down but it made him think he was suppose to have more control so the beatings continued through my pregnancy and on the 30th of january 2007 i lost my little girl savannah trinity mackey. i was 7 months.he woke up i was passed out bleeding went to the hospital 8:30am i was getting ready for surgery. my child died a week b4 and i did not know.he tried to make it up but by then my heart was cold to him i love him yes but i felt staying with him would be a insult towards my child. so please abuse is not only going to hurt you but whoever is around you or who will come from you.