Do you remember how it felt when you had your first crush. You were full of life and love and so excited. Everytime you were around that special person you felt butterflies in your stomache. Nobody could tell you nothing wrong about that person. You thought of him/her all the time and you showed how much you cared in every way you can.You may have written love letters, sing to that person, have lunch together and all the other things little lovers do.Then you grow up. So how come the standards for love has changed? What happened to the love.Men always tell me they love me but it so hard for them to show it.Giving me what i want and need is not love. sexing me good is not love.I still believe in love and having a soulmate. I want to feel those butterflies again.I wanna do all the sweet romantic things that real lovers in true love do.