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Its sad sometimes when you just want to forget but no matter how hard you try to, it keeps processing over and over in your head and it drives you insane. I just want to forget but i guess im remembering the reason to not regress. Sometimes when your willing to do something for someone, they're not willing to do that something for you. Every knows what it is they want in order to be happy, but we dont want to just tell them because it would take all the pleasures in them trying. All we want is for someone to try. All i wanted was for you to try. You asked me a very important question, i gave you an important answer, but nothing important was done about it which confuses me even more but i guess thats how its always been. In the past 6 months, I've changed, I keep to myself but i keep my best friends and family around. I've maybe even grown cold but aye thats life. I used to look at the world as black and white. Thinking these things could never happen/shudnt happen because i believed that people are not that "crazy." Now i see the world with colorful eyes and I wonder why????? To look at the world with black and white eyes is to see past the bad in people, to see past their mistakes and believe in their good but with colorful eyes pain exists. I guess thats why my eyes see with color now because of pain. Everyone has their moments and everyone makes mistakes. When you make a mistake their is nothiing that can make a wrong right but one can try to make up for it. All i wanted was for you to try and make up for it because I was looking at the world through my black and white eyes. Giving you the benefit of the doubt, you gave me the doubt. But yet i manage to look at the world with black and white eyes. Growing up in a catholic community, i grew up around the bible. Whenever i make a decision I base it upon Jesus. If he is willing to be there for us no matter how much we desrt him, why cant we do the same? They say we should try to live our lives like hiim and follow in his footsteps but doing the right thing is so hard especially when there is pain involved. Everything is so contradictory in my mind. I dont know how i should feel and i dont know what i should do. I'll always say dont worry about me, i'll be fine but try to look at the world through black and white eyes and then experience my pain but I know i'll be fine because i have family but i just want to forget because my love never died, maybe urs might have but not mines and maybe it wont but it will be confined because i no longer see with black and white eyes or maybe i do! One looks with black and white and the other sees the color but i'll continue to see the good and maybe i'll make a difference but the scars will remain because for the love of any child will my weakness remain.

To be continued....

Aint no love like a parents love,
When i cried,
they cried,
when i was hurt,
they came to my rescue!!
They made me happy
they gave me more than i bargain for
im glad to call u guys my parents
and one day i will definitely repay.

Thanks for coming here when i messed up my knee!!

Even though u've made your mistakes...you've proven yourself to be a real man. There is no one in the world like my father. Where do i even begin to explain...

Yeh we've had our ups and downs but u know what it takes to be a real man.
Yeh we were disappointed a time or two but u surely made up for it and you always came through.
You fought for what you wanted,
you stood up for what u believed,
daddy i know ur love is real.
A father of 3,
a grandpa of 3,
a dear husband,
daddy u'll forever be a real man to me.

LOVE YOU!!!!

You know wat upsets me when males and females tell there partner they love them but yet they doing they shit on the side. Why tell someone you love them if you aint willing to give it up? Why do shit knowing one day its gonna catc up with you? No matter what you do shit always has to come out. Some males and females nowadays are very naive. It turns out love isnt what it is no more. I wish i was born in the olden days...maybe then would love be shown its proper meaning. Jesus was the prime example of true love. True love is all about sacrificing. If you aint willing to do that then u aint willing to love. But then again we've all been fooled at one point or the other!!

My mood: BITCHY!!!

I truly see now
I was a fool
love had me blinded
for a dude
I wud do n e thing for you
Gave my all 4 you
Stood up for you
I did anything for you.
But all u said was take care
WOW! What a slap in my face
I guess it wasnt genuine at all
I guess i was not worth the fight after all.
But what's done is done.

Persons out there claim to be real when they dont know what real is.......

Dont speak shit if ya cant back it up....

Did I dissapoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blind and I knew I had won.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind but then I knew it,
My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.(2x)

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.


Just a song that has so much meaning...

Here I lay all alone
Tossin turning
Longing for some...
Tender Love

Bitches in nassau dont no when to quit...matter fact bitches everywhere...that goes for both males and females.
So if you got hurt,
everyone hurts'
so if you were used,
everyone has been used,
even some were abuse.
Self esteem is low
i guess common sense was not passed on
thats why you the dumb one
trust me i have nothing to worry about
trust me I will always have the last laugh.

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