Ah it feels so good to be writing again..
hey all you bloggers who decided to read my blog... emans alot to me...Most of the time i must say im not happy.. i really love to pretend im happy so others would be happy. Sometimes though my unhappiness shows and i try to change my way of thinking. i used to believe that ppl should treat others how they want to be treateed, do everything to make someone else happy or change for the person they love. Turns out i was the only one doing it. I dont think i should hang with guys anymore. there all starting to get really concerned with his feelings.Sometimes guys can be so inconsiderate
without even knowing it. this sucks. And no matter how hard i debate with my bf things seldom change. I appreciate that he's tryingto hange but not as effective a i would hope. more later
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